Thursday, April 20

No Jobs…

My boss and I found out that neither of us got the jobs that we applied for in Toudouze. I guess I want be going to Toudouze anytime soon. I am okay with it though. My boss said that he has some feelers out for other jobs. He said that he is going to try to hire me as his administrative assistant. I am glad that I worked for a VP of the company. He should be able to go somewhere else and get hired. He is a good guy and a great VP. Our department was constantly one of the most profitable of the company. I can’t believe that the company in Toudouze didn’t want him. It’s their loss. Even if he doesn’t get me hired as his admin, I am praying that he gets hired on somewhere.

Posted by Me at 11:53 PM

Friday, April 7

Lunch With AD

Lunch with AD was great. Just being around him made me feel so much better. He apologized for acting crazy before. He finally told me that he has feelings for me. I wanted to fall out of the chair. He told me that he didn’t want me to move to Toudouze. I couldn’t believe that he was spilling his guts to me like he was. I almost starting crying.

Posted by Me at 8:36 PM

Thursday, April 6

Phone Call

I got a phone call from AD earlier. He actually sounded concerned. He asked me how I was doing. He asked me if I wanted him to come over to my place for awhile. As bad as I wanted to say yes, I didn’t. Being in his arms right about now, would be great. I am too vulnerable right now. I may do something crazy. He asked if we could meet for lunch on Friday. I told him okay. I can meet with him in a public place without any trouble.

Posted by Me at 12:17 AM

Wednesday, April 5

Job Ends

My job ends on May 5, 2006. We are supposed to be getting things together so we can pack up things and move them. The openings in Toudouze opened up today. I applied for three administrative assistant positions. My current boss said that if he gets hired, he will try to get me hired as his administrative assistant. I am praying that he gets hired.

I told my pastor that I will be losing my job. He told me to be encouraged and that God has everything in control. I wonder what pastor would say about the AD situation. I told AD’s cousin that I was losing my job in May. She was cool. She offered to take my resume to the HR department of her job. I guess I have one female friend. She asked did I tell AD. I told her yea. She asked what he said. I didn’t tell her the truth. I didn’t want any more beef. I am not in the best of moods.

Posted by Me at 10:55 PM